You hate life because things are happening maybe out of your control. Things are happening and you are just observing. You can't stop it. Every day things could be happening to you and as  as a result you hate life, because you have no power, but you have to focus on what you want from life. All the things you want from your life. You have to focus on that. What you want then get it. Once you do this you will stop observing and focus on the things you want. How you want life to be.