HOW DO I KILL MYSELF - REALLY?

Do you really want to kill yourself?

Or do you really want to live?

is the reason you want to kill yourself because you are in too much pain or you are too stuck. You don't know how to move through it so you feel the only option is to find a way out by finding out how to kill yourself?

There is another way. Honestly, there is another way. Most likely currently you are feeling like you are in full darkness. No light. No light at the end of the tunnel. So it feels like only way is to find out how to kill yourself.

What if I told you there is a way to get through it.

there is a way.

I have been where you are now. Maybe not the same thing, but feeling stuck, maybe depressed, and for me, i was in complete darkness. Maybe not complete darkness, as I still used to pray every day, but I was at a place where 99% of me was stuck. I couldn't find a way out. I couldn't think of a way out. I saw no way out, but then something happened to me like I felt suicidal and it scares the hell out of me like what is this?

what has happened to me?

i didn't do anything wrong

how have I ended up here again - that's twice now

so I studied, read loads of books, learned loads of techniques, understood from masters and I asked in my prayer first that i haven't done anything wrong? why me? what have I done, and I got my answers through the people I followed. I did courses, so I am telling you there is a way out. There is a way out.

All you have to do is release the emotions inside of you. You can't fake to be happy, like put a happy sticker on it. it don't work. I've tried it.

You have to release your emotions. You have to. Then you will see some light, then more light, and things will start to improve for you. Bit by bit. Step by step. Please trust me. You can do this. Once you remove these negative emotions then you will see a new world. You will.